"GOODBYE SUMMER, HATE TO SEE YOU GO,
I WASN'T READY FOR AUTUMN WINDS TO BLOW,
SO LONELY...
WE HAD A FINE TIME HOLDING HANDS IN JUNE,
WARM IN THE SUNSHINE WATCHING LOVE IN BLOOM,
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
MY HEART IS FROXEN IN THIS PLACE
WAITING FOR ANOTHER SUMMERS' DAY
TO BRING YOU BACK MY WAY" -INDIA.ARIE
If it is indeed purposed for us to have only a periodic relationship,
And if our time together is meant to be short-lived,
Let our season be amazing, our heartaches few, and our minds learn to take life as it is.
And if, in time, our season should come back around,
And love should lift our feet from the ground ,
Let our fall from love not be so harsh, and our journey back to Earth not be so hard
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
the worst thing
The worst thing ever is having to get over someone when you don't want to, but sometimes it's better to move on and let it hurt for a while and then start fresh... still, that's not what I want to do.
thankful...
♥My sincerest thanks and appreciation to morning who always rescues me from the darkness of night and marks the clean slate of a new day. You are my reset button and my hero, every morning is a good one...
And to night... though intimidating and frightening your darkness admonishes me to remember how fleeting sunshine is and promotes appreciation for daylight, time spent with you is always filled with lessons learned. You are my reminder and instructor, many thanks for that♥
And to night... though intimidating and frightening your darkness admonishes me to remember how fleeting sunshine is and promotes appreciation for daylight, time spent with you is always filled with lessons learned. You are my reminder and instructor, many thanks for that♥
rapunzel
i'm not sure... you know? sure? it's being finite, being confident, it's knowing. i do not know. i think, quickly and deeply and am comsumed therein. imprisonment? am i trapped? if so, who holds the key? and how long is this sentence that i am serving going to last? solitary confinement. trapped in my own head i see through the window of my eyes the smiles and frowns of those on the outside. i feel their joys and pains. does anyone see me in here? can anyone feel what i feel?
it's like the popular fairytale. she spent her life in the tower, gaurded by the witch. she could see her prince from her window. she watched and understood him and he, from the ground level came to know and understand. but she was locked away, trapped. i wonder if she would have ever gained freedom if she never had the courage it took to risk all and let down her hair. would she have found the courage were it not for the prince's understanding?
is there no one who through understanding can encourage me to let my hair down? who is my prince? though usually a tale of love, i see more. anyone can be the prince. the focus isn't love, it's life. can anyone climb into my tower and help me break free? how then, do i escape? ...if escaping is even what i want... or is it that i hold the key to my own locked cage? am i the heroine of my own fairytale? i am the princess, the witch, and the tower... and yes, i too am the prince.
it's like the popular fairytale. she spent her life in the tower, gaurded by the witch. she could see her prince from her window. she watched and understood him and he, from the ground level came to know and understand. but she was locked away, trapped. i wonder if she would have ever gained freedom if she never had the courage it took to risk all and let down her hair. would she have found the courage were it not for the prince's understanding?
is there no one who through understanding can encourage me to let my hair down? who is my prince? though usually a tale of love, i see more. anyone can be the prince. the focus isn't love, it's life. can anyone climb into my tower and help me break free? how then, do i escape? ...if escaping is even what i want... or is it that i hold the key to my own locked cage? am i the heroine of my own fairytale? i am the princess, the witch, and the tower... and yes, i too am the prince.
Monday, April 20, 2009
25 things I Secretly Think Are Magical
1.) Bret Michaels Hair
seriously, enough said
2.) Potatoes
you could eat them differently every day and consider it a different side dish than the day before
3.) Flip Flops
right?!?
4.) Vaseline/Carmex/Cocoa Butter
no comment. true stories though
5.) New York's eye shadow
I question it
6.) Beyonce's weave
must be magic!
7.) Brian's (day26) braids
there's no way anyones hair could grow any less
8.) Chicken Fingers
who thought of those??
9.)Combs
ay may zing
10.)Michael Jackson's socks
:)
11.) Caller Id
best thing that ever happened to phones
12.) My Faves/ Free Nights and Weekends
my heroes, saved my life a FEW times
13.) Text Messaging
best thing that happened to phones since caller id
14.) Kanye's Haircut
lol so my sister said "have you seen kanyes hair, he looks like theo huggstable!" hilarious... but surely the haircut is magical because i like it on him
15.) Oprah
no way she's not magic
16.) Girl with a brown flats
you don't know her but laugh anyways lol
17.) Starbucks
Venti Caramel Frapp extra Caramel Sauce
18.)Old Navy Sweetheart Jeans
immediate upgrade
19.) Will and Jada
theyre still together? 0 scandals!
20.)Madonna's adoption agent
she obviously an unfit mother
21.) Diddys put-downs
they change lives
22.) Dave Chappelle
don't you miss him? the magical part is he's been in like a million movies that you don't recognize until youre watching TNT on a Saturday afternoon.
23.) The Emo Population
you may not understand but I love my emo brethren
24.) The Little Lad (Starburst Berries n Creme)
no one could love berries and creme as much as he!
25.)Facebook.
no matter howmuch I hate it, I can't stop. I take breaks, I deactivate, but I always return... sad
BONUS: PRINCE LIVE
saw him on youtube... you can not resist him, if you havent experienced this, do that! Suh- weet!
seriously, enough said
2.) Potatoes
you could eat them differently every day and consider it a different side dish than the day before
3.) Flip Flops
right?!?
4.) Vaseline/Carmex/Cocoa Butter
no comment. true stories though
5.) New York's eye shadow
I question it
6.) Beyonce's weave
must be magic!
7.) Brian's (day26) braids
there's no way anyones hair could grow any less
8.) Chicken Fingers
who thought of those??
9.)Combs
ay may zing
10.)Michael Jackson's socks
:)
11.) Caller Id
best thing that ever happened to phones
12.) My Faves/ Free Nights and Weekends
my heroes, saved my life a FEW times
13.) Text Messaging
best thing that happened to phones since caller id
14.) Kanye's Haircut
lol so my sister said "have you seen kanyes hair, he looks like theo huggstable!" hilarious... but surely the haircut is magical because i like it on him
15.) Oprah
no way she's not magic
16.) Girl with a brown flats
you don't know her but laugh anyways lol
17.) Starbucks
Venti Caramel Frapp extra Caramel Sauce
18.)Old Navy Sweetheart Jeans
immediate upgrade
19.) Will and Jada
theyre still together? 0 scandals!
20.)Madonna's adoption agent
she obviously an unfit mother
21.) Diddys put-downs
they change lives
22.) Dave Chappelle
don't you miss him? the magical part is he's been in like a million movies that you don't recognize until youre watching TNT on a Saturday afternoon.
23.) The Emo Population
you may not understand but I love my emo brethren
24.) The Little Lad (Starburst Berries n Creme)
no one could love berries and creme as much as he!
25.)Facebook.
no matter howmuch I hate it, I can't stop. I take breaks, I deactivate, but I always return... sad
BONUS: PRINCE LIVE
saw him on youtube... you can not resist him, if you havent experienced this, do that! Suh- weet!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Ridiculous You Guys
Today's Phenomenal Faith Foundation for the Fundamentally Ridiculous 'lol' shout out of the day goes to Ridiculous couples... lol at you guys. For all of those sitting at home wondering if you are in a ridiculous relationship and you'd like to know if you're lol worthy, here's how to tell:
If you had thoughts, more thoughts, and second thoughts about your relationship (a result of your not wanting their bf/gf to find out about you guys and/or waiting on them to break up with their bf/gf) lol @ u!
If you've ever used the phrase "he/she's not that bad" not arguing with anyone but re-asssuring yourself about them lol@ u!
If you try not to look at them and you know others do too lol @ u!
If ppl compare you to pinky and the brain or the number ten when you're together lol @ u!
If they havent told anyone about you yet or you just can't seem to mention them to anyone lol @ u! (secret relationships are not ok)
If just can't seem to remember why you like them lol @ u!
If you've broken up more than once today lol @ u!
If you met on celebreality lol lol rotfl @ u!
Lastly, If you see nothing wrong with Christina Milan and the Dream, Nick and Mariah, Kanye and Amber, Branjelina, lol @ u! Maybe you're currently unattached rught now, and maybe you don't feel you fit any of the other examples but as a supporter of ridiculous relationships, you also are lol worthy
If you had thoughts, more thoughts, and second thoughts about your relationship (a result of your not wanting their bf/gf to find out about you guys and/or waiting on them to break up with their bf/gf) lol @ u!
If you've ever used the phrase "he/she's not that bad" not arguing with anyone but re-asssuring yourself about them lol@ u!
If you try not to look at them and you know others do too lol @ u!
If ppl compare you to pinky and the brain or the number ten when you're together lol @ u!
If they havent told anyone about you yet or you just can't seem to mention them to anyone lol @ u! (secret relationships are not ok)
If just can't seem to remember why you like them lol @ u!
If you've broken up more than once today lol @ u!
If you met on celebreality lol lol rotfl @ u!
Lastly, If you see nothing wrong with Christina Milan and the Dream, Nick and Mariah, Kanye and Amber, Branjelina, lol @ u! Maybe you're currently unattached rught now, and maybe you don't feel you fit any of the other examples but as a supporter of ridiculous relationships, you also are lol worthy
Do You Matter?
First of all, I'd like to acknowledge my post, I follow Brian's youthube channel (you should too)... In my daily youtubage I happened to come across the disturbing news that Keri Hilson done gone out and "dissed" Beyonce and Ciara. Obviously she hasn't figured out where exactly her place is yet, lol what was she thinking?
I am, by far, not at all a Beyoncebot fan... or Beemachine as I like to call her. Not that her music isn't great just that I prefer a more raw, less politically correct bunch. [L boogie (lauryn hill), Kanye, Common, India Arie...] That, and somewhere surrounding that little issue Beemachine seems to struggle with about saying she wrote songs that she didn't, I may have lost some love for her. Although I question the honesty of her "character" I always have been the type to respect another woman's hustle and to encourage people to stay in their place. The same goes for Ciara (plus the girl can dance)
That being said, I am inclined to ask, Keri WTF were you thinking? I mean really. Did you really think that somehow your insignificant career would provide you with the muscle necessary to hold you own againce the Beyoncebot? Just because you played third wheel tag along on a little tour, and performed a couple songs with Timbaland (whose own career is in danger if he puts out just one more hip hop/techno album lol) doesn't mean people just gone back you up no matter what. As an artist it is imperative that you realize what things/people are in and out of your league. In other words, stay in your place. I think somewhere in being an opening act Keri must've thought the large crowds of people were actually there to see her raggety tail end perform song that no one knows because she doesn't have an album yet... Hey Keri, opening acts are people who get paid to keep fans busy until the good partg starts. We so did not come to see you at all. What's worse is that since Beyonce is a pop all star and you are an aspiring pop artist, in attacking her your just pushing potential fans away. People that like pop LOVE Beyonce, you should be trying to butter her up because if she doesn't like you her fans won't either- duh! If my logic isn't working for you then just think of this: Beyoncebot could end you. I've been sitting here, straining my mind, trying to remember that 4th member of Destiny's child (not LeToya, she made a comeback... sorta) and can not remember her to save my life... That could be you.
In light of Keri Hilson's mistake I'd like to make an impromptu lol shout of the day on behalf of The Phenomenal Faith Foundation for the Fundamentally Ridiculous for all of those who haven't quite figured out that they do not matter... lol @ u guys.
If you leave for over an hour and no one notices, you don't matter
If you have their number and they don't have/want your, you don't matter
If people seem to always be struggling to "put a name with a face" when they see you, you don't matter
If you have beef with someone that wasn't even there when it started and had find out about it from someone else, you don't matter
If you decided to date Bret Michaels or Flava Flav, and it wasn't secret, you don't matter
If you're sitting at home thinking "who is she to say who does and does not matter?", you don't matter. Never have, never will... mind your own unimportant business you insignificant raggety mofo
If you aren't sure if you matter, you may not matter
If you constantly comment on others' lives with sentences that start like, "uh uh, if i was you i would...", you don't matter. Get a life you backseat driving bum
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